"Freak"

*Everyone is allowed to be bad a little! Have a great weekend lol ;)

Making all the boys go mad
Wishing they got what I had
Got them cheering my name
I know they want me so bad

Turn them into a little freak
Make their knees get so weak
They begin to melt away
When I open my mouth to speak

This is all crazy, they know
They just want me to put on a show
They just aren't on my level
I'll just tease em till they blow

I know a way to ease the stress
You just gotta clean up your mess
They all say the more the better
I've had a thing for wearing less

A few more drinks at the bar
Before we get back in your car
A few minutes in my bed
And boy I can make you a star

I can see them burning up
Once they take a sip from my cup
Hypnotized over my body
Like some damn love sick pup

They take a look, jaws drop
A kiss makes their heart stop
Hope you're a success at sex
Not just a pathetic, sad flop

I'll eat you up and spit you out
So stay back if you have a doubt
If you are just a beginner
I can show you what it's all about

So just roll me around the floor
Don't stop till I become sore
If you were really good enough
I'll quickly be craving more

If you're brave step up to the plate
Don't like those who are late
Once I see what I like
There's no need for a second date

You had me shed a tear
The best I've had all year
If you're confident in what you got
Then you have nothing to fear

I know what I like, I'm not a whore
I'll rock you down to your core
If you cannot satisfy my needs
Then show your ass to the door

"Meet Me at the Disco"

Falling down the stage at night
Bruising both my bloody knees
Would you buy me a drink
If I begged and said please?

Wake up in the morning
Black X smeared on my face
Turning over in a stranger's bed
This is not my room, not my place

Couple of shots in my system
My mind has gone a bit hazy
The lights start blinding me
Time to get a little bit crazy

Lost my friend in the crowd
How the hell did I get home?
Walking barefoot in the alley
These streets are mine to roam

Blackout on a Friday night
Seems to always go that way
The drinks stop pouring at 2am
But til 4 o clock is when I stay

Stumbling out the club
Looking like the perfect mess
Do I really know your name?
I don't even wanna take a guess

Smelling of sweat and booze
While I kiss you on the lips
Pull me closer to your "haha"
As you grab me by the hips

The temperature is rising
Off comes my shirt
Wasted the entire night
Might as well roll in dirt

Finish my drinks with ease
Don't need no stupid straws
Partying like the world is ending
To the roof I raise my paws

Need an aspirin to cure the pain
Forget all that happened before
Remember the music blasting
And the feeling of wanting more

"Shot After Shot"

I know you aren't as fast
But can you pick up the pace
Let's just go a little harder
Hit the floor with your face

Six shots, only getting started
Won't stop till the night ends
Seems like being fucked up
Is another fashionable trend

Head spinning round the room
On the verge of a blackout
Some can't hold their alcohol
Show them what it's all about

Take a seat or a knee
When I step up to the plate
Try to come compete with me
You're just a little too late

Hit the counter with the glass
Point the shot to the sky
Bottoms up, take it all
Party like you're gonna die

There's enough to go around
Don't pussy out on your turn
Fell it move down your throat
And just enjoy the burn

I am finally on my way
To the front of the bar
I am not drunk at the moment
But I'm probably not too far

Shatter your glass on the floor
No reason for you to stop
Don't pick up the broken pieces
Lick it up, don't waste a drop

It all starts to go numb
Can't even feel your lips
Can't control what you do
Just take a few more sips

Stumble around with no clue
Lights blind with their touch
Wake up in the morning
Don't remember having so much

--Enjoy the weekend! Party till the world ends! Go Horns!

"Won't Keep Me Down"

After all this I know I'm stronger
I'm holding my head up high
I've always been one to fight
Not gonna lay down and just die

You didn't get the best of me
I am not that easy to break
I was always being real and true
You have always been fake

It wouldn't be hard to forget you
I'm gonna start brand new
I don't regret anything I did
Gonna do what I have to

Your words may have cut deep
I've always been quick to heal
Thought our bond was tight
But your actions broke the seal

I may walk the street alone
I am not lonely, I just smile
All the weight has been lifted
Haven't felt this light in a while

I'm moving on, I'm over this
I'll give one last goodbye kiss
I'm gonna walk the other way
In the end, I'll be the one you miss

You jabbed the knife in me
You seemed to miss my heart
This sad little drama party
Will not tear me apart

If it comes down to it being
Just me, myself, and I
I'll continue on with all my pride
You will never see me cry

Your face is starting to fade
I cleaned all the mess you made
Someone else has filled in
The spot where you once laid

I tried, there's nothing I can do
The pressure is all on you
I'm not gonna stress or worry
Cuz every word I said was true

-- Just know I really did try! My efforts may have made this worse, but they all come with good intentions, never hate!

"I Wish You Were Here"

*My apology... Can't say anything else!

I take pieces from all over
Just to create my heart
These feelings are not mine
I am simply playing a part

No one can really tell me
Who I should want to love
It is the voices in my head
That I must force out and shove

From the moment I saw you
There was something there
I tried throwing my signs
But I felt that you never cared

I now know your actions
Were caused only by fear
I cannot even think anymore
I just wish you were here

I do not want to rush anything
Don't be scared to make a move
Don't listen to what others say
You don't have anything to prove

My heart was growing smaller
You were a new batch of oxygen
Just as I was falling to the floor
You taught me how to love again

You know you don't have to lie
This is the only life you get
I want you to be free with me
Ignore the hate and just forget

I promise that the steps you take
Are the right ones to make
Just please trust in me enough
To know reputation is now at stake

I wish you were here right now
I'd whisper secrets in your ear
Everything will be alright
There's nothing you have to fear

Slam the door on your dark past
The hard part is now done
Just go out and live, have fun
Off your heart you removed a ton

I hope you see that I do care
I only wish that you were here
To look at yourself in the mirror
And see the reflection get clear

"Unopened"

*Things have just been getting out of hand the last few days, everything just hit the damn fan! It is not what I wanted, but I have done all I can to fix everything!

We all peeked into that evil box
Never looked ahead to the end
With everything crashing down now
I wish the love remained unopened

I always had my reservations
I thought I was doing some good
Don't think that I regret any of it
But I'd take it back if I could

The weekend was all a dream
More like a lovesick prison
We decided to go our own ways
And no one gave a real reason

Now I'm taking it all with a pinch of salt
The comments begin to sting
For only three days of pleasure
Who knew of all the pain it would bring

For bonds to start to tear apart
Was not what I wanted to happen
Feel like I'm stuck in one position
And you all begin overlappin'

My words were not gonna remain unspoken
My other's heart is not on lend
If you thought I'd be ok with that
My mouth will not be left unopened

It all played out differently in my mind
But it moved faster than I thought
It is your love and attention
I now wish I never caught

I was terrified to speak the truth
I knew that it had to come out
I mentioned all of my problems
You wouldn't hear what they were about

After all of this horrible mess
I fear that I will have to let go of you
I slap myself, trying to wake up
I don't want my nightmare coming true

I will erase all that was done and said
Hope it will not cause hearts to bend
But I will seal that box and throw the key
To remain forever unopened

"No More"

Haven't posted anything on here for a while, but I have been writing like crazy. Certain things have happened to me over the summer and I turned to throwing everything on a sheet of paper instead of yelling at the people that have caused me grief. So expect more material to pop up on here soon. Thank you to all, and remember to only surround yourself with people who make you better!

I hate you, I just speak the truth
Don't wanna be your friend
Stop acting dumb and innocent
I am writng about this great end

Don't want you to say hi to me
Don't come knocking at my door
You are just scum and dirt
I like sweeping you off the floor

Don't really care what you do
Just don't call me on my phone
I'd enjoy listening to you cry
It is not my fault you are all alone

Seems that without you I'm fine
I can actually say that I'm happy
You want me to apologize now
It looks like you need the therapy

Living was so hard to do with you
Felt like I was trapped there
I am ruuning asa far away as I can
Cuz it is you I can longer bare

You knew I could hear your lies
I chose not to speak and ignore
But you kept acting like a bitch
And I cound not take it anymore

We both know that I am better
Don't think you are heaven-sent
Thought you'd be here forever
Seems like you were just paying rent

Cannot even look you in the eyes
Without getting angry and mad
You have been completely erased
I've burned all the times we had

I do not believe things will change
I have already started to move on
My life has become clearer since
The day I realized that you were gone

Just know the blame belongs to you
In my mind, I know you don't care
But that is all fine with me
Now that you are out of my hair