Sunday, July 31, 2011

"Gone In A Flash"

I haven't written anything in a while! I've had every emotion trapped inside of me but I can't seem to get anything out or onto a sheet of paper. I enjoy writing and it's sad that I've lost the passion. This was the last thing I write before my wroter's block began. It's not great, but it means a lot. I'm slowing getting back to my passion, picking up a pen and scribbling down my thoughts. Hope you will return to read everything I have to share :)

Yelling back and forth
Glass smashing on the wall 
Everything is falling apart
Guess we both dropped the ball

You say that you love me
Then your anger begins to show
Wonder if you're being true
Now I shall never really know

I have lived in a fantasy
Perfection is all I ever saw
Was blind this entire time
Never saw the biggest flaw

Don't know what happened
In a flash it all went away
Down the drain, gone so fast
Wish I could erase that day

All the kisses, all the hugs
Now seems like one great lie
I know if I stay any longer my
Heart will beat no more and die

It is a shame that it didn't work
That our love fell to the floor
We both stepped all over it
Until we couldn't take anymore

I cry when I walk out the door
I know I cannot look back
You lose yourself for a second
Self control is what you lack

The environment is not good
This I cannot go through
Even though there's some hate
Know that I'll always love you

You only made me smile
Don't know what went wrong
The bond kept getting weaker
When it started off so strong

Right now the person I see
Is not the one I grew to know
Maybe we need some time apart
Fix it, see where it can go