"I Wish You Were Here"

*My apology... Can't say anything else!

I take pieces from all over
Just to create my heart
These feelings are not mine
I am simply playing a part

No one can really tell me
Who I should want to love
It is the voices in my head
That I must force out and shove

From the moment I saw you
There was something there
I tried throwing my signs
But I felt that you never cared

I now know your actions
Were caused only by fear
I cannot even think anymore
I just wish you were here

I do not want to rush anything
Don't be scared to make a move
Don't listen to what others say
You don't have anything to prove

My heart was growing smaller
You were a new batch of oxygen
Just as I was falling to the floor
You taught me how to love again

You know you don't have to lie
This is the only life you get
I want you to be free with me
Ignore the hate and just forget

I promise that the steps you take
Are the right ones to make
Just please trust in me enough
To know reputation is now at stake

I wish you were here right now
I'd whisper secrets in your ear
Everything will be alright
There's nothing you have to fear

Slam the door on your dark past
The hard part is now done
Just go out and live, have fun
Off your heart you removed a ton

I hope you see that I do care
I only wish that you were here
To look at yourself in the mirror
And see the reflection get clear

"Unopened"

*Things have just been getting out of hand the last few days, everything just hit the damn fan! It is not what I wanted, but I have done all I can to fix everything!

We all peeked into that evil box
Never looked ahead to the end
With everything crashing down now
I wish the love remained unopened

I always had my reservations
I thought I was doing some good
Don't think that I regret any of it
But I'd take it back if I could

The weekend was all a dream
More like a lovesick prison
We decided to go our own ways
And no one gave a real reason

Now I'm taking it all with a pinch of salt
The comments begin to sting
For only three days of pleasure
Who knew of all the pain it would bring

For bonds to start to tear apart
Was not what I wanted to happen
Feel like I'm stuck in one position
And you all begin overlappin'

My words were not gonna remain unspoken
My other's heart is not on lend
If you thought I'd be ok with that
My mouth will not be left unopened

It all played out differently in my mind
But it moved faster than I thought
It is your love and attention
I now wish I never caught

I was terrified to speak the truth
I knew that it had to come out
I mentioned all of my problems
You wouldn't hear what they were about

After all of this horrible mess
I fear that I will have to let go of you
I slap myself, trying to wake up
I don't want my nightmare coming true

I will erase all that was done and said
Hope it will not cause hearts to bend
But I will seal that box and throw the key
To remain forever unopened

"No More"

Haven't posted anything on here for a while, but I have been writing like crazy. Certain things have happened to me over the summer and I turned to throwing everything on a sheet of paper instead of yelling at the people that have caused me grief. So expect more material to pop up on here soon. Thank you to all, and remember to only surround yourself with people who make you better!

I hate you, I just speak the truth
Don't wanna be your friend
Stop acting dumb and innocent
I am writng about this great end

Don't want you to say hi to me
Don't come knocking at my door
You are just scum and dirt
I like sweeping you off the floor

Don't really care what you do
Just don't call me on my phone
I'd enjoy listening to you cry
It is not my fault you are all alone

Seems that without you I'm fine
I can actually say that I'm happy
You want me to apologize now
It looks like you need the therapy

Living was so hard to do with you
Felt like I was trapped there
I am ruuning asa far away as I can
Cuz it is you I can longer bare

You knew I could hear your lies
I chose not to speak and ignore
But you kept acting like a bitch
And I cound not take it anymore

We both know that I am better
Don't think you are heaven-sent
Thought you'd be here forever
Seems like you were just paying rent

Cannot even look you in the eyes
Without getting angry and mad
You have been completely erased
I've burned all the times we had

I do not believe things will change
I have already started to move on
My life has become clearer since
The day I realized that you were gone

Just know the blame belongs to you
In my mind, I know you don't care
But that is all fine with me
Now that you are out of my hair