"It's Always Been You"

I think I posted this poem a little too late which increases the feelings I had when I wrote it even more. For the first time in a while I was actually happy. Happiness does not come into my life very often and easily, but I knew it was in my life because of one person. This person made me smile and laugh and I was developing feelings for them, I guess my feelings came a little too late though. This poem carries a happy but sad message at the same time because when I read it I feel that I have lost something that I should have held on to. I cannot change the way someone feels about me, but I do wish I could go back and do a lot of things differently. This person is special and I hope they realize that they deserve so much, they are just truly amazing! I may not have them by my side but I still wish them all the happiness in the world. As I am writing this, I have tears rolling down my cheeks, I guess I'm not as heartless as some people thought I was. Maybe things will work out later, but right now I have to respect their wishes. Note to self: don't let the wall you put up ruin good things coming your way.

It is in your hand
Where mine does belong
You are the one who
Makes me feel strong

When I am close to you
I feel nothing but warm 
With you by my side 
I can brave any storm

When I look at you
I cannot help but smile
When I need to talk it's 
Your number I always dial

You are nothing but sweet
May be bad for my teeth
You lifted me off the ground
When I was falling beneath

I get put on a high
Whenever I hear your voice
I'd keep you in my life
If I was given a choice

When you touch my skin
My legs want to give out
At first I was not so sure
Now I don't have one doubt

You brought light to my life
I was running in the dark
You have got me addicted
You have already left a mark

There is something about you
That certain special quality
You do not fake anything
You actually care for me

I have come to realize
My feelings for you are true
Whether rain, sleet or snow
I will not stop loving you

I have never felt like this
Everything is a little strange
But with you by my side
I can accept this change