"Sorry For It All"

There is not really much to say about this new piece. It basically goes hand in hand with the poem that I posted yesterday. "All My Fault" and "Sorry For It All" are two pieces that express how I am truly feeling and I hope the person that they are for understands this. Both these poems were written when I was in a very emotional state of mind, so I hope the meaning stands strong.

I don't know what to do
Sad to say, I am lost
I would take it all back
No matter what the cost

I made a mistake
I didn't want to let go 
Wanted to make you mine
Guess I was too slow

I saw our relationship
Play out like a movie
It was not that good cuz
It was directed by me

You made me feel things
I had never felt before 
It just makes me sad cuz 
There won't be anymore

I look to my side
You are no longer there
I guess I am to blame
To you, I was not fair

I did not allow me and you
To reach out full potential
You were perfect to me
Met my every credential 

Realizing what I gave up
Has caused my heart to rip
Just want to shoot myself 
No more ammo in the clip

You deserve the best
I couldn't give that to you
Don't have many friends
You are one of the few

I hope you know what I felt
Can only be considered real
Maybe I can get over this 
It will take time to heal

Wishing for the chance
To make this all right 
Cuz at this point in time
My day has turned to night