"Can't Give It All To You"

For the time that I have been in Austin I have met a variety of people, some good and some bad, some I will have in my life forever and some that I wish I never laid eyes upon. Even though all encounters aren't great they are an experience and that is what matters. One of the great people I have met in Austin wanted something I just could not give them at this point in my life..... A relationship. They told me they cared for me and I did, and still do care for them. It is just with an ugly past relationship and my focus on school I just figured a relationship was not the best thing for me right now because I would not put my all into it, that's not fair for the other person. Now things have gotten kind of crazy and I am not sure this person wants to be in my life at all, when I still want them to be. Bottom line is I want them happy and if that means I'm not in the picture as a friend then that is fine with me. Glad I met you, this is for you!

Sorry does not make up
For what I have done to you
I don't know how to fix it
When I've done all I can do

I see the way you look at me
You always show me love
I want you to stay close
Let's not push and shove

You want something
That I cannot give 
You say you will wait
But you have a life to live

It hurts me everyday
To see you in pain
I honestly care for you
And there is more to gain

I do not know when
The answer is not so clear
I hold you in my heart
So please do not fear 

Our times I will cherish
No matter how it goes 
I enjoy being by your side
Hopefully that shows

Let's just be happy
With what we have now
I want to make you smile
Sometimes I don't know how

I will never forget 
The fun that we've had
I don't want to ruin it
To make us both sad

Towards the end of it all
We would just yell and fight
I only want the best for you
It is all that feels right

You have to understand
I'm doing what's best for me
I don't want to live a lie
This is how it has to be